God… My life feels like a manga…

Okay so as every one knows I have a boyfriend of almost two years and I love him very very much! And he loves me. :)

Now enter in his best friend… A. A likes my friend E. Whos a major flirt and a little desperate for a boyfriend. I’m not trying to be mean I love her and I think shes a great person but can be a little harsh and mean to boys even though she doesn’t exactly mean to be.

Well A asked me if E would go out with him and now that’s a whole big thing. E said she would go out with him and give him a chance. He has yet to ask her out. While helping E see the good things about A and helping A get E to go out with him I have done THE stupidest thing EVER!…

Possibly fallen for A.

OH SHIT!!!

It’s not that I don’t love C(boyfriend) because I really truly do but I don’t know where this is coming from. I’m so confused. I even went online to find some advice.

People are mean. They pretty much asked me why I liked A I have a boyfriend and truth is I don’t know!!!!!! I’m sooo confused!!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!! i really truly honestly forever love love him!!

So then why do I have feelings for A? Who I’d like to mention is my friend as well and I see him more than C. Because A and I go to the same school as C.

I’ll explain more in the morning. Its late and I want to finish my outline for sociology project so I can talk to C before bed.

Thats a good sign right? :)

 

ps HELP!!!!!!!