January 28th 2009

I’m happy right now. Kinda insanely so. Why? because my mother no longer hates C!! <3

It makes me really happy and excited to learn that she doesn’t hate or dislike him because it’d be nice to be able to bring him home or hang out with him at my house or just to have him not scared of my mum or my house! It sucked that he did because I love my mum and I love him and it sucks that two of the people i love most in this world couldn’t get along you know? I didn’t want my mother to hate the guy I was head-over-heels in love with and I didn’t want the guy i’m in love with to be afraid of my mother! I’m not afraid of his and can talk to his and hang out at his houses but he can’t with mine! :( Well I’m changing that now that I know mum doesn’t dislike him (she just doesn’t like him yet because she doesn’t know him). :)

In other news…

So January 25th 2009 was my special day (the day my mum first met me <3) and the day before I went to the mall with L, B and C. And she gave me $50 to buy this yellow hoodie. So I bought the yellow hoodie, a pikachu shirt that has pikachu on the front and back and an old navy shirt that looks really good on me. :) I also wanted these black skinny jeans but they were $40 and I couldn’t afford them. :(

Anyways. I think I may be straining my friendship with E,L and B a bit by always having C tag along. But I can’t help it! I love him so much and even though we’ve been together for 1 year and 7 months we can’t get over the wanting to see each other constantly and being completely in honeymoon stage and missing each other all the time.! :P We don’t get much time together so we grab whatever we can get. :)

So, for now. I’ll cya later.

:)