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Okay so the title’s a little extreme but it has meaning that I’m not gonna tell you right now.
HEYY! I’m back and I’m blogging!!!!! I’ve got newss!
First Big Story: THE LONELY HEARTS BALL! aka the SEMI FORMAL VALENTINES DANCE!
What does one wear to a semi-formal dance? i have no idea, so this weekend I go on a quest to find something to wear. I’m pumped! That same week, I’m going to another dance that’s hosted by J’s school! Fun! Two dances, one week, two outfits and I don’t know what semi-formal means! AHH! I guess I’m good at most clothes related issues. Hell. I’m a genius, but I’ve never had to deal with “semi-formal”.
Second Big Story:
Well, not huge, but it’s big to me:
Anyway, on Wednesday I met C at the bookstore and U came with me. So U and I intended on going back to school for afternoon session but we got kinda caught up and decided to skip the afternoon. C hung out with us. Then we went back to school after school and U left. Pretty much there’s so much other pointless but not really stuff I could tell you but for me it comes down to this: C really proved he likes me enough to show it off. He has some weird fight with Ao. C is relatively popular and kinda an idiot, seeing as he rolled around in the snow and then complained his hands were cold. I wished I could have done something about his hands. I didn’t know what to do. I guess I thought of the whole “warm them up” later. Bottom line, I desperately wish I could take C with me to the Valentines dance. I can’t. Mum might see and then, OFF WITH HER HEAD. yikes. not a pretty scene.
I’m so hyper right now. I have to go do something.
Love you lots, read more check out my older posts! <3 Moi!
I thought my song sucked so I decided to revise it and make it better. Sorry I can’t write for a while. Somethings come up.
Don’t ever forget me! <3 Moi
Today. Today was interesting. Talked to M alot, and ZJ, and Ar. Read my book mostly. I think I have a problem. (sub-note: M, ZJ and Ar are three guys in my class. Ar is my friend who I find quite annoying. M is my friend who is in love with Hollister and metioned in an earlier post but is MISSING for various reasons, ZJ is L’s crush.)
Yeah, so back to my problem. I have a tendency to flirt with guys. Absoulutely not puposely. I think I’m making ZJ like me too much. Not good. Not in anyway unless it’s the friends way, or the “getting to you to get to your friend” cuz a) I have C b) L likes him. Very bad. Can’t talk to him for a while. Now I’m not even talking in full sentences. I dunno I think my mind is working wierdly today, just in the posting sense. My talking and writing is prefectly normal but my typing and how it comes out… not so normal. I think.
Anyway I wrote a couple have decent songs. No one steal them! I’m not kidding. They arn’t my best but I like them quite a bit and since I’m only a half decent singer I can’t like sing them and be part of a band to put them out in a world that way I’ll post them. If you steal them in anyway I will hunt you down and rip out your throat then feed it to you.Enjoy! (the songs, not the throat ripping.) (p.s. The only way I’ll be part of a band is if I’m the drummer.)
First Ones about C: wrote it on Monday, January 07/08.
//sat on the sidewal/pondering all the ways to tell you that I/couldn’t be more/more/happiness,happiness seems rare in this life that I live but you/you/you/love the way your eyes are so blue/seas could cross your eyes and meet mine/so/so/hold/me/tonight/tonight,tonight,tonight,hold me tonight/tell me you love me/kiss me good night/good night love, oh/I dreamt of you/last night you were holding me tight/feeling your heart beating, beating against your chest/feel my heart beating/too hard to stop/all for you/know that,that I love you//
I was going to post two more but they’re in my french note book which I currently have misplaced.
Remember my warning. Don’t steal. Love,Love, Love Moi!
p.s. Viewing of this blog is at an all time high. Thanks everyone. <3
I can’t write until I know no one who I don’t want to be reading this isn’t. Sorry. Love ya, Moi!
I shouldn’t have given him so many clues. Despite the fact that I promised myself that I would never tell anyone I knew about this blog I did. And now C’s read it. My only reaction was oh fuck. and then hyperventilating. Which was followed my L trying to get me to breathe. It’s not that I don’t want him to read it. It’s that I don’t want him to read it all. I should figure out a way to get a password on this blog…
I need a reason to write. Something I feel strongly about to rant and oppose or even praise. I wish I was passionate about something other than my own life and keeping my boyfriend. (For the record, keeping my boyfriend from being discovered by my mum.)
Question: Why do Canadians watch the American election so closely, do the Americans watch the Canadian elections?
I asked my mum and she said it’s because it impacts on Canada. But why watch the whole race? Why not the final election? answer this question if you can! Write a comment or e-mail me at s0cialbuttrfli@hotmail.com
Question: What do you think about teenage dating? Should I, a fourteen year old, be allowedto date a boy whim I’m completely in love with? Once again tell me what you think!
And I refused to beg but… please tell people about my blog because I’d like people to hear what I say. Thanks!
In Love, Moi!
Last night, as I lay in bed listening to my ipod I became very annoyed. None of the hundreds of songs on my ipod seemed to reflect how I felt. I was restless, bored and insanely tired but I couldn’t sleep. I went over as many aspects of my life as I could and they all came back to C. As a fourteen year old girl I feel like half my life is spent thinking about him, and boys in general. Anyways, thinking about him made me think about him even more and that stirred up emotions, questioning and doubt. So many it’s insane. I didn’t like thinking about him if it’s going to be doubt and questioning so I tried to make myself busy. I watched Romeo and Juliet, then again with the commentary and then all the special features. I must admit it’s a good movie. Although the end started to remind me of C. So I thought of everything I was going to do today to keep my mind off of him and by 6am I had the rest of my day planned out.
Well the best laid plans never seem to work because my alarm didn’t go off so I ended up waking up at 5:30pm! I had wasted a whole day. So now, I’ve resolved to going to sleep earlier and keeping my self doing stuff. I can’t think about C right now, or I’ll other think it. I don’t like the doubt and questioning hanging in the air, or how our relationship hangs in the balance.
2008 = interesting.
TTYL, Moi
Happy New Years!!!!! Ya, my New Years overall, sucked. Except for the drunkin’ dancing part. That was fun! I guess it’s a New Years tradition (although it’s seems vulgar and I don’t understand it, but I abide to it) to drink and drink and wake the next morning saying “oh, fuck. how much did I drink last night?” and then “my head!!!” Okay, so I’m going to find myself a cup of coffee. Doesn’t matter how it tastes because it’ll taste like shit anyway. Sorry. I guess this post used a couple swear words. I felt like expressing. C got really drunk too. Not sure about the rest of my friends….
Love You(whoever you are)! Don’t Drink and Drive, Moi!
